Someone asked me how I still manage to smile and push for my dreams with all I am going through. Here was my reply: " I can go in a corner and cry about all the stuff that is not going my way. I could be mad at the world and shut completely down. I could be mad with God and stop going to church. I could start drinking and smoking. But the reason I choose none of those things is because God and I have history. He has always seen me through every trial. I also realize that everything is not always the devil, but God pushing you to your next level. In stead of cursing people out I will write my next worship song. Instead of fighting with my flesh I will praise my way through. Instead of having a nervous breakdown I will keep my mind of God. This is not just religious talk. I really believe this. I could be coco for cocoa puffs, but God must have a great plan for my life.
